31st

Right now is 1:56 am 31st of december 2009. It's totally the right time to make a conclusion for the life in year 2009.

Well, it started quite stupid-ly on the very first day of 2009. That day, i was at kampar with my coursemates celebrating new year eve. Right after the countdown event, we went off for a race on the streets in new town of Kampar. (Kampar new town has only one big street). Few of us who have motor with us were racing through the streets. We ended up in the Petronas petrol station and guess what happened next! We're caught by the policemen there. Well, luckily i didn't get any summons from them.

Few things coming up and of course, they're quite happening for me. Friends' betrayals and boycotting. It's a hard time for me but i was able to get myself someone i wished for more than two years. Well, for those who knew me well, i think they can get what i meant. So, i think i don't need to talk so much of that here.

She's incredibly a dream for me. Well, until now, i just cant get her out of my head. She's just so irresistible for me. And of course, it was the happiest moment for me when she gave me a green light.

For the very first time, I fell so deeply in love. Seriously, i did thought of marrying her. ahha. i know it's too illogical for me that time as we are still teenagers. But this idea really came through my mind and, of course, for the first time, i made my future plans. I started to have visions and missions. I have targets to aim for. I have dreams that i think i can achieve. I started to know where am i heading for. And i found out that she was the boosting agent for me in my studies. fyi, for the first time as well, i got 3.9 in my course of study. It was incredibly siao! XD

Vividly in my memories, I can recall that i went to support them in a table tennis competition in ipoh. And of course, the memories when we went bukit merah where i got to know jj and fish. everything seems to be so nice and so smooth until i cant even believe that i was with her that time. Everyday i was so damn fear that everything that happening to me that time was just only a dream.

Well, here i would sincerely want to thank her for many things she taught me.

She taught me to be matured. I started to think more than feel before doing anything.

She taught me to be patient. Of course, boys should be patient for their loved ones.

She taught me to be tolerant. Yea, because of her, i tolerated with some stupid fellas who came into my life and well, broke my heart.

She taught me how to love. I started to learn how to love a girl so damn much.

She taught me how to buy things to "tam" my girlfriend. haha. that must be supported by the abundance of shopping malls in kl.

She taught me how to enjoy. yea. i was a nerd before this. no movie in cinema. no lepaking in sentral. no mapling.

And of course, she taught me many things more. And to be most thankful is because of her, i knew many new friends whom i siao with recently.

Thank you, you-know-who.

I love you. and again, when i said it, i do really mean it.

My year 09 will be ended with 5 continuous days skating and countdown in penang XD wish me luck for the next year. i really want a blessed year ahead. pls. XD